This year, I find myself overwhelmed with gratitude. There are so many
things I’m thankful for—blessings that seemed unending, many of which I never
even expected. Looking back, it’s hard to believe how much has happened. I
remember how 2024 began for me, with a whirlwind of emotions: hope that things
would fall into place, frustration when they didn’t, heartbreak that I didn’t
see coming, and so many dreams that felt both exciting and daunting. Now, as
this year draws to a close, I’m filled with a deep sense of
gratefulness—thankful to God for His unwavering love and endless grace.
I’m not perfect, and I don’t pretend to be. I’ve stumbled, I’ve struggled, and I’ve made mistakes. But I’m learning, growing, and striving to become a better version of myself. It’s a journey, and I remind myself every day that I am a work in progress. What amazes me the most is how, despite my imperfections, God has continued to bless me in ways I could never have imagined. His love feels like an anchor, steadying me even in the most uncertain times.
As the year closes, I’m working on letting go. It’s not easy. There are
things—old wounds, unresolved emotions, and even grudges—that I’m still holding
onto. Some of them are petty, and though I wish I could simply leave them
behind, I know it’s a process. I’m only human, after all. Letting go of the
hurt caused by people who’ve wronged me or the irritation from those who test
my patience isn’t something that happens overnight. But I’m learning to rise
above it, to let these things pass through me without consuming me.
When I think about 2025, I feel hopeful. I want to step into the new year
with a bigger heart, a stronger spirit, and a more forgiving mindset. I want to
embrace growth, even when it’s uncomfortable, and aim to be the best version of
myself—not for anyone else but for me. I know it won’t be perfect, but that’s
okay. It’s not about perfection; it’s about progress.
Here’s to a new year of becoming, of healing, and of showing
up for myself in ways I never have before. Prayers for my family, friends, and
for all the people I hold dear in my heart. May this new year bring peace,
love, and endless blessings to everyone I cherish.
Labels: HAPPY NEW YEAR, Journal, journey