Iamsuperhuman

Monday, December 16, 2024

35th Posted at December 16, 2024 0 comments (+)

Hey Journal,

Today marks my 35th birthday, and it feels like just yesterday I was in my twenties. Now here I am, stepping into 35 years of life. It’s both surreal and bittersweet to realize how quickly time flies.

What really hits me is the thought of my mom aging alongside me. She’s now double my age—she had me in her 30s—and it terrifies me to think that everyone I hold dear is growing older, too. Time seems so relentless sometimes.

But amidst all these reflections, I feel incredibly blessed. The life I have right now is overflowing with blessings, far more than I could ever deserve. God has been so good to me, not just in the past but also in the present. I have no doubt that His grace will continue to guide me in the years ahead.

I’m far from perfect and have so much more to learn about life. Lately, I’ve come to realize that life is a long journey, yet during times of struggle, pain, problems, and shortcomings, it becomes clear just how short it truly is. Life feels long on normal days, but when I pause to reflect, it’s astonishing how quickly everything unfolds—often faster than I realize in the moment.

These past few weeks, I’ve been so worried about my Ninang Nelia. It breaks my heart to think about everything she’s going through because of her illness—the burden it places on her physically, mentally, spiritually, and financially.

My cousin, John Paul, has been nothing short of amazing. His dedication, love, and commitment to his parents are truly inspiring. He’s been their rock through all of this, and I admire him so much for his strength.

My birthday wish this year is for my Ninang to find relief and healing, to overcome this challenging phase in her life, and for John Paul to be granted the courage and strength to keep going. I hope better days are ahead for both of them.

Dear Lord, Please guide and bless the people I love—my mom, my siblings, my nephews and nieces, and everyone close to my heart. Watch over them, keep them safe, and surround them with Your love and grace.

Labels: birthday, life, prayers, reflection