Haha, one of my recurring traits is that I tend to seek new opportunities when I encounter inconvenience in my job, always searching for a brighter path. Today is one of those days when I'm contemplating drafting my resignation letter, preparing for a change that I'm more than ready for. I want to ensure that everything aligns in my favor when I decide to make this leap.

My current job has been one of my most enriching experiences. I've learned a great deal and achieved things I never thought possible. Naturally introverted and shy, with a fear of speaking in front of large crowds, this job has pushed me to overcome those fears and realize my potential.

I'm profoundly grateful to the company for trusting me from the start and witnessing its growth. While I may not have been there from the very beginning, I've seen the company progress. However, there's one aspect that I find particularly challenging, and that's my Sales Director. His leadership style feels patronizing and doesn't resonate with me.

From the beginning, he hasn't been very direct with me. I remember when I first joined; he discussed something in the group chat that seemed directed at me, yet he addressed the message to someone else, making me feel invisible. There have been numerous instances where his actions have left a bitter taste in my mouth. Though he has complimented me in the past, I now feel like my efforts are going to waste.

I don't view him as an effective leader, and his sarcasm and unapproachability only compound the issue. I apologize for venting my frustrations. Hopefully, when I look back on this journal, I'll be in a different place, far from the Maldives. LOL

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