It's 11:44 AM, and I'm finding it tough to study continuously; I need breaks here and there. Staying focused is a challenge, and I keep drifting off and feeling incredibly sleepy. This is turning out to be much harder than I thought.

I used to enjoy studying, but the pressure of exams has made it incredibly challenging. Nevertheless, I have to push through because it's a necessity, especially considering the questionable situation in this office. Leaving has become a priority, given the tough administrative treatment from my boss. I'm praying for more strength and a leap of faith in the coming months. It's going to be a tough decision, but I can't take the current work situation lightly. I'm faced with the choice of either enduring mistreatment and feeling miserable or starting a new journey elsewhere. The big question is when I can execute this plan. I've got a tentative timeline in mind, and I'm really hoping the universe aligns to make my wish come true this time.

I'm feeling a bit lost mentally, but spiritually, there's a sense of hope and even a connection to what they call the energy from the universe. Despite all the setbacks, I have a feeling that something good is going to happen for me in the coming months.