I don’t feel like working, to be honest. I’m just pushing myself because I have to. Life here in the Maldives feels so boring sometimes. Every day carries this heavy sense of monotony.

There are days when I find myself wondering what my life would have been like if I hadn’t left Singapore. Would it have been any different? But then again, when I was there, I often felt the same way. Still, I deeply miss that place and the life I had there.

I just realized it’s been five years since I moved to the Maldives. It’s always felt like a roller coaster ride. Even though I’ve struggled with boredom and the laid-back pace of life here, when I look at it from different perspectives, my life has actually been quite eventful. Maybe it’s just my chaotic mind that makes everything feel heavier than it is.

It might sound ungrateful, but deep in my heart, I am truly thankful...

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