Hey there, it's been a minute, and a bunch of stuff has gone down lately. So, we had this birthday thing in the office, which I thought was a bit cheesy and awkward. I tried dodging it by planning an island visit that week, but they still pulled off a small celebration. I guess I should be grateful they remembered, but honestly, it felt like more of a duty than a real celebration. Luckily, Mr. Habeeb wasn't around, so it wasn't too awkward.

On another note, I've been pouring my time and energy into prepping for the NCLEX. It's been exhausting, and I'm crossing my fingers that all this effort pays off in the next exam. Honestly, I'm quite tired from juggling all these responsibilities. I truly hope that the effort I've put in will reflect positively in my next exam results. I'm working on letting go of the burden of worrying about passing the exam and the fear of failure. I hope to master this mindset and free myself from these thoughts before the exam.

I actually like digging into my studies, but there's this constant reminder in the back of my mind about why I'm doing it—like, I gotta actually learn this stuff for a reason. My exam's coming up on Feb 22, 2024, and the more I count down the days, the more mixed up my feelings get. But I promised myself I'd deal with it and just let those emotions roll off.

I sense that I'm way more prepared this time and have a clearer understanding of the concepts I'm studying. I'll try not to set too many expectations, just give it my absolute best, and trust that God will take care of the rest.

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