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Monday, September 16, 2013

Random: i miss you bestfriend Posted at September 16, 2013 0 comments (+)

Random post~

Naalala ko si duday =_= na mimiss ko din sya paminsan minsan errrr >_<

minsan may mga bagay bagay na dapat nating gawin kahit mahirap. yung mga bagay na kahit malungkot dapat pa rin nating gawin. para ma realized mo/nya na kung ano ba talaga ang mawawala kung mangyayari yung ganitong bagay.

in my case, parang ako pa ang talo -_- ako itong umiiwas para ma realized nya na kung ano ba talaga ang buhay na wala ako. pero pakiramdam ko mas kontento sya na wala ako. ni walang sintomas na parang nawawala ako. its been a month since the last time na nag kita kami u_u)

naalala ko pa dati yung magkikita kami para magsimba, manuod ng movie, tambay lang sa bahay, kakain, mag oovernight at kamustahan. sang araw. bigla na lang nawala yung communication between us naputol ng bigla bigla, ako aminado akong pinutol ko na, inaantay ko syang mag message at mag text. gusto ko ng malaman kung maaalala nya ba ako kung walang dahilan at random lang. nakakapagod yung ikaw na lang yung laging nag bibigay ng kamay para abutin nya. unfair para sa akin, ni minsan yung pakiramdam na nag iisa ka, yung pag kakataon na kahit pamilya mo ayaw mong kausapin kasi mas komportable kang kausap ang isang kaibigan. yung taong alam mong uunawa sa'yo. pero in the end- wala ka pa rin matatakbuhan kundi sarili mo.

masaya naman kami eh. wala naman sa akin yung mga dull moments kahit mag isa. yung "Hello" "kamusta" , yun man lang, magaan na sa pakiramdam. ano pa yung magplano para makita ako. bakit ba ganoon? unfair.

feeling bitter and dissappointed about her. i know, friendship should be selfless and unconditional pero dadating yung oras na nakakapagod at nakakasawa din pala kung ikaw lang ang laging uunawa.

bottomline: gusto ko syang makita at makausap. full back the time were still happy and connected as bestfriends.

Labels: besfriends, duday, unfriend

Tuesday, October 9, 2012

someone i know.. Posted at October 09, 2012 0 comments (+)

I just missed abby. I don’t know y, but suddenly I felt this way. We just talked since last month I guess?. Hmm I think she still disappointed about our laguna trip. Because she can’t able to go with us. Hehehe actually it’s our fault or should I say our plan not to tell to abby that our laguna trip still on. The reason why we left abby because we think that she might be not comfortable about commuting because we have a short budget for that trip. So I guess much better not to go with her.

Kasi naman, sa dami na ng napuntahan nya na place baka sanay na xa sa maayus na byahe.we just think,baka madisappoint lang sya after naming makarating dun. So less hassle on our part, is not to go with her together with ron. ( her bf)

I feel sorry about abby L we don’t really mean it. How I wish to go back time, and to go with her..i just missed her so much. The time we went to church and divisoria that moment is one of the things that i really miss. By this time she already busy with her work and with her part time job. Hopefully abby will be ok J looking forward to meet her again,.

Abby is one of my closest best friends, my guide and sometimes my protector. She is the one who always next to me. Those dreams we shared thru the years of friendship, i always remembered how we used to talk those dreams when we are together. Discussing it without even knowing about those people might hear us because we’re was on a public place :D I just miss sharing those funny jokes and green jokes hay. I wanna see her soon L I hope everything will be ok.

masyado ako mag-pahalaga sa kaibigan.. minsan iniisip ko kung mas mahal ko pa sila sa mga pinsan ko :) i dont know if that is good or just overly attached.

Labels: abby, besfriends, missing you