Hello! I'm excited to share that I've finally made it to the Maldives. After a month of anticipation, I'm back at work, and the journey to this point has been quite a roller coaster.

After completing my two-week quarantine, I dove right into my work, but something unexpected happened. I started feeling a bit sad and homesick. It's strange because when I was in Singapore, I didn't experience this longing for the Philippines. I spent years in Singapore without missing my home country much, if at all.

Before embarking on this journey, I mentally prepared myself for the significant change this move would bring to my life. I knew that every aspect of my life was about to undergo a transformation, but as they say, "easier said than done." Adjusting to a new place and routine isn't as simple as I thought it would be.

There have been moments when I've wanted to cry, and my heart has felt heavy, much like clouds laden with rain. This new chapter has presented challenges, and it's taken some time to find my footing and adapt to this unfamiliar environment.

It's a reminder that change, even when anticipated, can be difficult. I'm navigating these emotions and challenges, hoping to find my sense of belonging in this new place. While I miss my life in Singapore, I also recognize the potential for growth and new experiences in the Maldives. Life's journey is full of unexpected twists and turns, and I'm embracing this adventure, even when it feels challenging. Life can often feel like a roller coaster ride, and by now, you likely understand what I mean. The ups and downs can leave you uncertain about what emotions to expect in any given moment.

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