i'm in trouble. my days turns to a different ways again..

how do you understand others feelings when your not letting your self understand everything. it should be balance and equal

paano mo maiintindihan yung kapwa mo kung sarado naman yung isipan mo. well a few days ago. we're planning something about our career.  hindi ko lang makuha yung point na gusto iparating ni mia.. yeah i know we already planned it. but still i have  my choice to decide di naman pwede yung basta-basta ka lang sasabak sa isang bagay na meron palang ibang paraan. i'm just being practical. 

may kasalanan ako kasi hindi matutuloy yung plano. pero dahil ba sa desisyon ko hindi na rin xa tutuloy? what the hell ** I'm just choosing the other option but I'm letting her to do what she think is better. hindi naman kailangan dumepende sa isang tao lang ee. paano ka mag-ggrow as individual or as a person. 

this is not being unfair to anyone.. NAG-HINTAY,MAGKAIBIGAN,MAG-KASAMA KASI at NAKA-PLANO NA. so? ang pagkakaibigan ba ay masusukat sa isang bagay na ganito. di naman siguro ako naging unfair. kasi una sa lahay ininform ko sya/sila na i'm doing the other option because i dont want leave them behind without any words. yung ba yung pagiging unfair?. as friends iniisip ko nga yung kakahinatnan namin if ever matuloy kami kaya gumagawa ako ng mas ok na option pero in the end ako pa lalabas na narrow minded. if ever walang mangyari sa option ko matutuloy din naman un.

well. she is unfair. gusto nia pati kami magsasakrapisyo at susugal sa isang bagay na kasama xa. gusto nya sasamahan ko/namin sya kasi natatakot sya mag isa? paano naman yung free will namin. i hope  everything will be alright. before anyone else friendship is one the most important things to me. well something that's bothering me.. kahit gaano mo pala kakilala ang isang tao may chance din plang di nyo maiintindihan ang isa't isa. so it's a matter of acceptance and understanding.

In the end, some of your greatest pains become some of your greatest strengths.