Friday, September 21, 2012
my life.
Posted at September 21, 2012
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I don’t know,
I just being frustrated about everything happened in my life. Oh my god, here I
am again paranoid about life. Errr T.T I hate this feelings. Sometimes this
thing makes me tired and hanging for something I don’t even know. Complaining
about everything why this happening to me. Self-pity again.
I should be
happy because I have work. However, deep inside im not happy or even enjoying
those things because I know that I don’t deserved that. Scanning, printing,
receptionist and those admin tasks. I know some people around me think that I’m
not good enough to do some higher task. That is the frustrating part about my
life.
The funny part
is I know that I can’t , but if you give a chance to improve or to do it well I
know I can do that. Just a matter of time J anyway I know that I’m better hehe .
(lesson: don’t let yourself
down)
Hay I’m just
think about resigning or what. Because i’m no longer happy about working
environment and I need space between us. I’m talking about to a friend. (u know
who) but still I’m enjoying the companion of my friends there. Hay, I don’t
know.. maybe I need to find new job
before making some decision. J Thinking about that is
giving me a headache and a heart break as well >,< that could be the hardest part about making a
new life after all. I know how hard that is. NAPAGDAANAN KO NA YAN. Looking for
a job is most difficult part mentally,
emotionally, financially and even
spiritually because you need a strong faith just to overcome those hard times.
I could still remember those times when I was looking for a job before. Oh my
god! @_@ I don’t want to imagine it
again and even to experience it again L
Life is so complicated. Full of challenges, and our duty is how we
deal to it. Pls. I need goodvibes and positivity J anyway I’m still lucky even though there are some shit thing
happening in my life. Thank you lord I have friends, best friends and family J
GILBERT S.P
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