I need to assess myself after 7 months. after a long hiatus, i can't even imagine that I've been here for almost 8 months. but same feelings  before. its feels like na parang ang tagal ko na dito like a years. yung kabisado ko na yung mga trains station and bus stops and i don't have any fear to lost ganoon na ako ka - sure :)

I want to accumulate all my happy days and memories here.  like i tried a different foods down the street and places where i've been. Because it makes me different and i feel it in a different ways. those new things that i tried now here will be part of my history and it makes me feel new also. of course, this will be a journey for me. you know! being away from your family and friends is won't be that easy. before i thought i can be that strong enough. like? "yes! hindi ako malulungkot, kasi malapit lang naman ang singapore saka kaya ko yan! "and i say this with happy conviction. But now, checking with the reality that i can say that " I CAN'T" because tendency no matter what, you'll think about them. so! as much as possible in every single days i just want to be happy :D yes! of course tough days will be always there and challenged you where until you can. ( I'm on that situation right now! but i know i can do it. like shouting my mantra to boost my mood :D)

don't think to much. Go with the flow and if you have plan do it with a single step hindi naman tayo nag mamadali :) i know life will be good for us if you have a brighter side to show. 

isang bigat at makahulugan na pagtanaw. nakaraos na din ang 2013 :) isang buong taon na masasabing makahulugan at isang buong taon na. naglakbay, umasa, nabigo, nagsaya, nalungkot, at nangarap.

mga bagay na nalagpasan ko at ng bawat isa.

may mga bagay man na di natupad sa nakaraang taon, at umaasang mangyayari sa taong ito. patuloy pa rin ang buhay kahit masakit at malupit. pero sa kabila ng lahat  mayroon pa rin tayong pagkakataon na magsimula.

kalimutan ang lahat ng mga masasakit at masamang pangyayari sa nakaraan at magsimula ng panibagong taon na may panibagong sarili. bagong paniniwala at mas matured na pag iisip . ano ba naman ang magbago di lang para sa iba kundi para sa sarili natin. we deserved a chance to change. mga bagay na nagawa nating masama at pwede na rin nating itama sa susunod na taon. "new year" it really make sense for a "new self" :)

Don’t be afraid to give love more than you receive. Because love does not need to be equal or fair, it only needs to be true.

 

 

HAPPY NEW YEAR :)

lately I've been very happy and inspired because of  some reason around me.. family,friends,crush and God :) so i set a side those negative thought on my head and makes my heart feels the right vibe. reaching god through  his word and my faith makes me feel secured. in spite of those sadness, disappointment and frustration in life. yeah! i know i've been depressed and feelin' empty through the years and learning to accept and let things fall into place is really hard for me. but now , i know there some point in mind that i can now managed. well it just happened that life would never be easy as much as we want. but dealing to this is the best way to live for it. :)

seeing someone reaching her/his goals is really inspiring. dreaming like them is my way reaching my own goals. don't stop believing and praying. maybe their time now and i believed my own time will come in the right perfect god's will

now its officially a  Christmas month . looking forward for fun and happiness for the rest of the month. i don't know why, i always feel happy for this season. haha you know.having a cold breeze, Christmas light to every corner of the street, Christmas caroling, decors, songs and color green,red,yellow and a lot more things related for Christmas is a wonderful things that i look for.

 agenda for this month  is to do more things that makes me happy. let's forget those stress and so bad memories last month. well time to relax and live for happiness. 

 feelin' goodvibes all the way :) 

· * Wrong phone number (sabaw at nganga .nag mukhang tanga ako )

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  * Slow tracking. Honestly, I don’t have skills on typing  (bagal, parang pagong or tense lang ako)

*    * Buckle all the way T.T

       *Pagod much and    Oily skin

On a brighter side: they just noticed me that I’m cool that day. “pogi ko daw” hihihi