summer is officially started. and now i'm currently freezing in the sun hahaha. but before the long weekends start, accenture peeps planned an overnight swimming in bulacan hidden sanctuary resort. Ms.Aileen, Ms. Jinky, Jhay ann, Mama Roma and me unfortunately Jen wasn't able to go with us. because her daughter need to rush in hospital for checked up . i felt sorry for jen, because she's very excited for this overnight and she's the one who insisting this things.  but we're happy that her daughter is now better. 

w're just had an exciting experienced along the way. well, a heavy traffic in edsa and we're just stuck up for almost 1hr. 0_0 & mama roma felt guilty because we're waiting for her for almost 2 hrs i guess ?! haha. sobrang tagal O_O anyway after reaching balintawak and we need to ride bus or van going to bulacan tungko***  and the most funniest thing ever happened that time hahaha since holiday and  all the passengers  had a hard time waiting for their ride. and then right after we walked , we're all panicking and aggressively to ride on a newly arrived van. and ms. jinky push me inside the van while ms. ai tried to block the door just to take those seats. and she actually smock the girl who's trying to take her place. and ms. ai told to us. " sige pasok na kayo, ok na ako dito" and we're all thinking what she's mean about that , since there's no place for her hahaha since she's too big for small space near the door. anyway she make her self ok to that place and i dont know how? and we're all laughing after that. hahaha that's really hilarious.

~ nice chatting to ms. ai and ms. jinky. because we're all sleepy and tired but there's no place to sleep. so we decided to have a drink and make some talked. that was a career consultation between us and slash heart to heart talked :) well really nice to have that moment with them. jhay-ann had a difficult time to decide between her decision and steve plan. if she's going to Australia and live with steve or just to stay here and continue her work and grow for herself. she's too hesitant committing for new option if ever. well,  jhay-ann and her boyfriend are both unpredictable that's why they both unsure for  there relationship. well i hope they could find better option and sincerely moment for talk. 

anyway. setting goals for our self is the only option that we need to find better path. for this moment i'm still undecided and  trying to build my long term goals .but i had my goals for now.

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short review :

Hidden Sanctuary Hotel and Resort,

Camansi Prenza 1, Marilao, Bulacan, 3019, Philippines

* no system when it comes accommodating guess.

reception area is not organize and there's no main personnel that responsible for everything.

*they don't know what cottages are unoccupied and occupied.

* stinky smell when you in a pool area.because i think there's a near poultry/hog farm within the area.

* pool water is not clear or not chlorinated and its look dirty  (or because its overnight that's why i don't appreciated the pool water maybe?)

*CR is not that so clean and even the stair and prone for accident because it's made on tiles and too slippery (cabanas area)

*clean area infairness except the CR and the stair :)

*not crowded.

*nice concept for canabas. i like the room with build in electric fan and two table with provided padlock except the thin long chair T_T. because we can't even seat properly.

*nice water supply 

*clean shower room for boys and provided shower tube per cubicle.

Christmas party for gateway family with onboarding and abs team. super happy kahit di ako na kareceive ng gift during exchange gift. wala kasi si mama roma busy sya at marami syang problema :( anyway during palitan ng gift super laughtrip lang si tiff at sir carlos hahaha nakakamatay kakatawa si tiff super mahirapan xa kakahanap ng bangko na pwede magpapalit ng bagong pera na request ni sir calos. after ng gift giving next stop namin ay tramway doon na kami mag kakainin. well struggle bago kami nakarating ng timog. wala kasing may alam kung saan yung place ng tramway. past 6pm na kami nakarating doon kaya super nagmamadali kami makakain . nagulat nga kami kasi si ms. les nasa tramway na agad habang yung mga kateam nya struggle sa office para matapos yung work nila anyway sabay sabay kami nila carene, ace, tiff, joebent at rona. super laughtrip lang kasama sila buti na lang napilit kong sumama si rona. talagang walang balak yun sumama. ewan ko ba parang sobrang bigdeal yung approval ng mga bf nila/nya sa ganung event. i mean bakit parang pigil yung kilos ng isang tao pag may karelasyon. you know its a part of journey ng isang tao ang makihalubilo sa mga ka workmate nya  when it comes in goodtime. anyway kanya kanya lang talaga ng pananaw yan at paano i handle yung ganung relasyon. 

daming food pag dating namin sa tramway ang saya parang fiesta lang sa dami ng naka serve na food

haha halos lahat ata gusto kong itry. ang sarap ng fried somai at yung steam. gusto ko din yung clams and maccaroni salad. I'm not fan of sushi pero for the sake of being there at since available naman xa kumuha na din ako hahaha pero di ko makain di masarap yung california maki :(  and i really like the yellow watermelon hahaha  alam kong meron nun pero i never taste it before kaya yun kumain ako ng marami haha mas matamis xa sa normal na red watermelon hahaha super nakakabusog lang saka puro tawa lang habang kumaikain kami feeling ko nga may sarili kaming mundo doon haha.

 tramway timog Address: 65 Timog Avenue, Quezon City. from GMA station you can take jeep arayat-cubao. and along timog area  before the jeep take on the left side.  just drop by there and take some walk along the area . plaza ibarra is one the landmark near there you can reach it 3-5mins from there.

after dinner so exactly 8pm lumabas na kami. yun after that nagyaya sila to have some drinks near there. QUATTRO GRILLS is the place to be haha. well nice place if you want time to drink with your friends pero di accomodating yung mga waiter nila doon ang susungit pa. wala silang sense of costumer services. poor wifi connection. dapat improve pa nila yung place and costumer&waiter relationship nila.

anyway kasama pala namin sila jhay ann and steeve. her boyfriend from Australia. little bit awkward kasi di namin nakakausap si steeve kasi nga  he does't know how to speak tagalog super struggle on my part. hahaha katabi ko pa. nakakhiya nga kasi mukang nabored lang xa at nag away pa sila ni jhay ann. anyway one of the relationship that know na parang walang patutunguhan kasi super insensitive at sensitive nung guy. well according to jhay ann ganun talaga yung culture nila since doon na xa lumaki at nakaadopt ng behavior far from pilipino typical characteristic. moody at tactless yung guy kaya lagi silang nag-aaway. well sana maging ok yung relationship nila and it will last forever since si jhay ann is a single mom, i hope Steve   could love her unconditionally.  i know jhay ann is longing for someone who could actually accept her and her child as well. kahit pinapakita nia na parang ok lang mawala si steve alam kong defense mechanism lang yun sa dami ng pinagdaanan nya sa buhay. 

anyway super laughtrip lang kami all night ang dami kong na inom na antonov kaya mejo nahilo ako. oh well while chatting mejo na offend lang ako kay carene alam ko ramdam nia yung awkward moment nung di na ako nagsasalita. alam mo yung nag mumura na ako back on my mind sa sobrang asar. i'm too sensitive pag alam kong sobra na yung joke. well as lalake my pride at ego naman ako. di naman ako pikon as long kaya kong sakyan yung joke gagawin ko para lang maging masaya kami. pero sobra na kasi well kasalana ko ba kung marami akong pimple at oily skin. sana naman yung walang ibang tao. nahiya tuloy ako kay ms. claud. parang ang dumi dumi ko.  i don't know kung build up yun or just making fun of me para lang maging masya kami. well ok naman yung ganung joke pero wag naman yung sobra.  kahit paano  nakakaramadam ako., tapos may pinakita pang BB cream si ms. claud lalo tuloi akong na offend. F**** lang after sabay bawi na "pogi ka naman pagu pag walang pimple ee"  inis lang . 

_  kaya tumahimik na lang ako. buti na lang may show band. hehe galing nung vocalista sana marunong din ako kumanta at mag.gitara frustrated singer ako feeling ko isa akong magaling na singer nung past life ko :) hahaha for the rest of the night tumahimik na lang ako well enjoy naman kahit paano. after nyan di naman ako nagtatanin ng galit or what ever. let's enjoy life without any hatred  :) be matured enough pagu :D

oh yes accenture recruitment christmas party at TGIF makati. well masaya naman yung party kahit mejo boring. kami lang yung pumunta sa team namin si carene, ace, ms. jinky, sir wielan at sir carlos lang. hahaha napaka lame naman kasi nung party oh di ko lang na enjoy kasi di naman ako sumali sa mga games. i could't imagine na sasali ako dun. tanungin pa nila ako baka manosebleed  pa ako . anyway ms. trish and ms. eika also there. yung kwentuhan lang. saka nag picture kami sa photo booth ang saya saya haha.  enjoy ko naman yung food kasi spicy yung spaghetti and i really like it. saka gusto ko yung parang squid like tempura na dish dun hahaha i don't know how they call it. anyway ang konte lang nung servings nila ng food parang tinipid kami. pero nakakabusog naman dahil sa ice tea :) super laughtrip si poojah hahaha one of the previous manager of accenture. super dance craze sa gamnam style. namuti din yung mata ko kakaantay sa raffle wala naman palang iphone at samsung SIII hahaha buti pa si ace nanalo xa ng GC worth of 500. well dapat pala di ako nag eexpect katulad ni ace. you know expect the unexpected hahaha. anyway past eleven na kami natapos sa party at inabot kami ng past 1am sa kakaantay ng taxi ayaw kasi mag bus ni sir wielan good thing kasi nakalibre ako hanggang cubao hahaha kaya lang super late na ako nakauwi at badtrip na si ace hahaha dahil nag iintay na sa kanya si lawrence .

our pictures during the party :)

another story of the night.actually na iwan kami ni carene sa isang corner kasi bago mag start yung party umalis si ms. eika at ace nag libot lang sila around the mall. for me another awkward moment between me and carene hahaha i don't know if the feelings are still there hahaha joke. well awkward lang kasi parang may dead air lang sa amin ni carene, well for me wala na talaga as in. yun just to crack the silence i asked carene to tell something about her relationship with leo. yun i'm ok naman to talked about leo, you know  its not a big deal anymore. anyway , nagkwento na xa about leo and about his family. according to carene ok naman yung family ni leo. mababait sila at malapit sa salita ng diyos. super attached sila as family and well off naman sila pero super outdated lang daw ni leo kasi 30yrs old na sya. and walang social life. yung mga friends lang nya ee yung mga ka churchmate nya din. lately lang daw nagiging active ang social life ni leo dahil kay carene. haha no wonder. anyway marami pa kaming napagkwentuhan ni carene yung mama ni leo na may sakit na gouty :( super nakakaawang sitwasyon daw kaya laging maiinit yung ulo at laging iritable  sa pang araw araw na pamumuhay nito. one time nag ocean park sila with the whole family. at iniwan nila yung mama ni leo na nag iisa sa bahay. di ko ma imagine kung paano nila naiwan yung kawawang babae na sumasakit ang kasukasuhan , well ang explanation naman si carene about that.super exhausted na daw yung buong family ni leo sa mama nila. lagi daw kasing sumisigaw at galit yung mama nia. kaya parang nawawalan na sila ng concern for her. well para sa aking given the chance na ganun na yung mama nila ano ba naman yung intindihin nila at supportahan na lang at alagaan habang nan jan pa.wala naman silang magagawa kasi una sa lahat mama nila yun. well i don't want to judge them di ko naman alam yung pinag-daanan nila sa buhay :) after all may kanya kanya naman kaming experience kaya di ko rin masasabi na masama sila at mabuti ako.

super akong affected haha. ewan ko, naalala ko lang si lola. mahal na mahal ko yun. ako nag alaga sa kanya nung time na napilay at di na xa makalakad. i know the feeling na parang nakakapagod na kasi makulit yung mga taong nakakaranas ng ganun. pero ang pwede mo lang magawa ee yung intindihin na lang sila kasi mas mahirap yung sitwasyon nila kumpara sa amin.

last Thursday we had an early halloween party in recruitment center. some of my officemates that already have baby. They also brought them. we had a lots of games for childrens and also for us haha. all childrens are wearing costumes and they're all adorable and cute :) How I wish to dreamed to have my own children soon :) 

we have also given away candies after those games.

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after the party, carene and i was decided to see miguel and lana at trinoma. it was unexpected plan.were just eating and chatting the whole time. and we just drink a couple of tanduay ice at padi's point sky garden. i'm super happy to see them. especially miguel, he's been busy because in school taking up his medicine degree. and as friend. i'm so proud of him :) 

· * Wrong phone number (sabaw at nganga .nag mukhang tanga ako )

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  * Slow tracking. Honestly, I don’t have skills on typing  (bagal, parang pagong or tense lang ako)

*    * Buckle all the way T.T

       *Pagod much and    Oily skin

On a brighter side: they just noticed me that I’m cool that day. “pogi ko daw” hihihi

And I don’t understand why other people say something about other people or they want to tell something to someone but not directly to the person they want to tell . “Nagpaparinig” I don’t get it the logic behind that action because it’s so stupid.

last friday, accenture had a year end party for BPO at metrowalk -- grilled republic 

that is so awesome. together with Ms. Aileen, Carene. nica, Ms. Jinky, Ms. ana, Roma And jhay ann

wala masyadong picture di rin naman kasi ganun ka excited hehehe di rin kasama yung iba pero super tawanan lang at actually nosebleed talaga ako >,<  masarap din yun CORON :3 gusto ko na xa. hahaha if ever gusto ko mag metrowalk kasama yung iba kong bestfriends.

last day we just have small talked to miss jean with nica.( by the way she's my team lead.) that is regarding to our contract in accenture. you know, we'll just being alarmed because its almost a week before our end of contract. so nica decided to approached miss jean thru OC but since miss jean seated beside miss michelle (our manager so called Mahal na reyna ) then she can't reply on OC since she's not involved or not the one responsible on that issue regarding vendors or to her contractual employee. so she decided to call us and talked to us privately. 

the conversation goes like this : well nica and gilbert regarding to your contract and your situation.. yun nga alam nyo naman na di ko rin masabi yung kalagayan nyo. wala din naman ako direktang kausap kasi si michelle yung kumakausap regarding sa mga contract nyo diba. basta ginagawan ko na paraan yan. alam ko naman na breadwinner kayo. so if come worse to worse pwede naman kayo ma endorse as data analyst for regular post or hahanap tayo ng open post within accenture since gusto nyo talaga ng office work.

well so much thankful ako at si miss jean yung team lead namin napaka sincere at di ka talaga pababayaan  .

very grateful ako. if ever wala talagang  magagawa ready naman din ako since BS Nursing ako di ko rin naman ineexpect na tumagal sa isang clerical set up.  well hopefully may magandang balita or may magandang kapalit na work if ever. yess goodvibes

 Be good to me AUGUST. tentative month for my end of contract on accenture. 

so much memories yung iniipon ko para masulit ko nman yung mga araw na kasama ko yung mga kaibigan ko dun :) malungkot kasi mawawalan ako ng work at bagong journey na naman sa pag hahanap ng trabaho