Saturday, August 22, 2026
Is Choosing Myself Selfish? Posted at August 22, 2026 0 comments (+)

I’m planning to go to Japan, probably on a solo trip. Let’s see if there will be a friend available to tag along. This dream has been a personal goal of mine since I was a child, and I feel like it’s long overdue for me to finally make it happen.

I have a close friend, and I understand where she’s coming from when she says that I should plan my trip with my mom instead. I had asked her about their trip to Vietnam because I’m also considering travelling with my mom for at least a few days during my annual holiday back home.

As much as I want to prioritize that and spend more time with my mom, budget-wise, it would be challenging for me. At the same time, I can’t help but feel that going to Japan instead might be a selfish thing to do.

But then again, I also understand my friend’s point of view. We never really know how much time we have, and maybe I should spend more time with my mom while I can.

Still, does wanting to do something for myself make me a selfish person? Does choosing to pursue something I’ve dreamed about for years make me a bad person?

All I want is to enjoy life to breathe away from the stress, work, people, and problems. I just want to unwind, experience something new, and give myself a chance to be happy.

Maybe this is something I need to think about more.

But anyway, most likely, I’ll still be travelling to Japan.

 

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Sunday, August 25, 2013
anger management Posted at August 25, 2013 4 comments (+)

feeling guilty here :( siguro may temper issues ako and i need anger management, seriously! lately lang naman yun eh, kasi before na hahandle na naman yung inis at galit ko. i mean ganito lang naman ako pag nandito sa bahay. nakaka badvibes lang kasi yung laging galit, saka pag dating sa mga issue about family pakiramdam ko kailangan ko sumagot.

feeling ko kasi masyadong na dedehado ang pamilya ko pag may kamag-anak kaming nag-tataas ng boses sa harapan ko. yung pakiramdam na pinamumukhang kawawa, sinungaling, at tanga. kung may magagawa naman ako sa pamamagitan ng pag sagot at pag tanggol ko sa kung ano ang pinaniniwalan ko.

napaka stereotype lang kasi -- pag sumagot at pinakita mong lalaban ka,sasabihan kang 
"nag-aral ka pa naman, napaka bastos at parang di ka edukado" oo naiintindihan ko, "hindi naman talaga tama yung pumatol pa lalo na kung mas matanda pa ang kasagutan", pero tao lang ako, napupuno at may limitasyon ang pisi ng pasensya ko. di na naman bawal na magalit pag-edukado? pero mas malawak lang dapat ang pag intindi sa mga taong di ka marunong umintindi.

this is so too personal haha tsk! kainis talaga naguguilty ako. ayaw ko talagang pumatol eh. lalabas na ako pa masama at bastos. anyway feel good after nito di na ako papatol pa. LALAWAKAN KO NA LANG PAG INTINDI KO :)

i need goodvibes pls :)

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Wednesday, August 14, 2013
god's time Posted at August 14, 2013 3 comments (+)

lately I've been very happy and inspired because of  some reason around me.. family,friends,crush and God :) so i set a side those negative thought on my head and makes my heart feels the right vibe. reaching god through  his word and my faith makes me feel secured. in spite of those sadness, disappointment and frustration in life. yeah! i know i've been depressed and feelin' empty through the years and learning to accept and let things fall into place is really hard for me. but now , i know there some point in mind that i can now managed. well it just happened that life would never be easy as much as we want. but dealing to this is the best way to live for it. :)

seeing someone reaching her/his goals is really inspiring. dreaming like them is my way reaching my own goals. don't stop believing and praying. maybe their time now and i believed my own time will come in the right perfect god's will


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Saturday, September 29, 2012
photography Posted at September 29, 2012 7 comments (+)

Photograph by me
Athena let me use her prof. camera for almost 1 week. i’m so happy because at least I fulfilled my dream to be a photographer in spite in a short time. hehehe.















thank you athena for letting me use your cam.



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we grow together Posted at September 29, 2012 4 comments (+)

Actually I don’t know what I’m going to say..

This post is all about moving on. Well moving on in a sense of individual growth, it has been a year since Valenzuela city was been a part of my life. There’s so much memories that I invest to that place. College life, friendship, dreams, and journey.

Athena will be moving out on her dorm for good. she will be going back to her house in Marikina. Well honestly, there is a sad thing on that. That dorm is mean to me. Well for me, that place is my escape, sanctuary, and hiding place. Moreover, I couldn’t imagine how’s my life will be without those experiences on that place. Friendship that we share on the 4 corners of that room, it’s a priceless experience.

Those laugh and tears that we shared. Those sleepover and movie marathon are the things that I really missed. Food trip and eating spaghetti together are how we spend our spare time together. Sharing those secrets and gossips are the things we looking forward after we seeing each other. Keeping those memories makes me happy, the fact that I’m belong to that place, I must say that is my comfort zone and my security blanket as well because I know that I’m secured with them, secured mentally and emotionally.


Well I’m sad because it will be going a long distance friendship. Hehe but still I’m happy because this is the best time that we grow individually especially athena, she will now facing her new life and new chapter as individual and as a career woman as well. I know that is not the last time we see each other.

Siguro matatagalan lang yung next time pero for sure magkikita pa rin kami ni athena, hello Marikina lang nman yan one ride apart. Di na mahrap yun. We’re old enough J soon sana sa hospital na ang bonding naming as a real NURSE together with our friends. Riot sa saya yun J


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Saturday, August 25, 2012
death note Posted at August 25, 2012 0 comments (+)

 I’ve been so obsess in DEATH NOTE lately.  Nice anime series.  Well since then I’m anime fanatics. One of my friend ask me to watch death note before, but I’m kinda busy for so many things hehe like school and now for my work. But since I have some spare time in office, one of my workmate reminds me that death note is a nice anime story. So I’ve been watching it for almost 4days hehe


i like the story and how it flows. the twists and some logical stuff there is one of the things that i look for. haha actually i really want to have that note book "the death note"  how i wish that there's a death god could actually give to me his/her death note. or maybe "the eyes god of death " but in exchange i need to give half of my life T_T but i preferred the death note :) 

now looking forward to meet the other character for the next series.

Well maganda talaga yung kwento may twist yung story nia di boring J. Super nice din yung mga character. Since then gusto ko talaga yung name na “kira” hehe  siguro kung may guts lang akong mag cosplay hahaha gagawin ko talaga to.

here's the link i found: blog about "death note" 

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bad habit Posted at August 25, 2012 1 comments (+)


Lately, i got my bad habit to sleep so late, like 3am in the morning, and then I woke up as early as 6:30 am because I have work in 9am T.T bad habit right?

Sometimes I feel so lazy to clean my face or even washing it with clean water. because I’m so tired all day long just like even cleaning myself     that’s why in the next morning my face get wasted T,T so much pimple hay, I’ve been doing this habit for a week and then my face get worse day by day..  

So my dilemma is how I supposed to get rid this pimple in just one click hahaha magic lang?
Kahit di naman ako masayadong nagpupuyat may pimple pa din ako. Nanakakainis lang talaga nakakababa ng self-esteem. Hay ever since yan talaga problema ko. Dahil sa pagka-vain ko kung anu anu na ginamit kong skin product. Nakaisang basket na nga ako ee hahaha

Oily and dull skin T.T why me, I think its genetics. Hahaha hay I need to search more effective men’s skin care. But lot of those products are coming from abroad and its cost expensive. Gezzz! I DON’T HAVE BUDGET FOR THAT hahaha. Maybe there is a local brand that less expensive and effective J cross finger**  and I need to find out .

Do I need to have scheduled for derma consultation. I don’t think so hahaJ grabe di naman ganun ka worse mukha ko. Mild lang naman to. Nakakainis lang yung mga pimple marks. Panget tignan kasi hay nako!! >,<

May binili akong pimple remedy sa avon; hehe  blemish rescue instant spot corrector. So far effective naman napapadry nia yung pimple ko yun J hahah yun ok namam.
One of my friend, told me to try to use maxifeel. But I’m kinda scared to use it. Because there some rumors that product is harsh on skin. Pero na try ko naman yung astringent no. 1 yun hinahalo ko xa sa eskinol J well so far ok naman di xa ganun katapang J

well sana maging ok na  tong mukha ko soon. Goodvibes J


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Sunday, August 19, 2012
long weekends Posted at August 19, 2012 0 comments (+)


Long weekends so I start my plan to go out with athena and gorlyn ( that is Saturday J) hehe window shopping  at sm north,  actually I didn’t know that our plan are still on.  And I’m just wearing “pambahay” hahaha as usual I looked like “alalay ni athena” hahaha.

We ate at food court.  Athena ordered rice with chicken and pork bbq, gerlyn choose shawarma and that is so lame food ever Y_Y) and she don’t even eat the cheese and some vegies stuff on it. Hahaha . And I bought street wise KFC, chicken burger that have cheese outside that is placed on top. Honestly, I don’t like it because it’s so dry inside J haha.

After that we’re just walking around and chatting about our career hehe .  lagi naman naming ginagawa yun ee, at least may katuturan naman J and then I also bought slim jean at bench hahaha sales ee sayang naman. I wish to have one before so I grab the chance. That is 500php not bad right. We also visit some pet shop around the mall. Athena want to buy cage for her hamster, anyway she has plan to adopt hamster again.  Yun dumaan din kaming trinoma pahinga sandali yun tapos umuwi na din kami .

Sunday morning I received call coming from mia and then she invited me to go out with them together w/ gierly. Originally, we’re going to drop by on quipo church and then we are going to watch movie at sm manila.

May mall tour pala si Danielle padilla , yun kaya tuwang tuwa si mia J di naman namin nakita sa dami ng tao. Then we’re just about to watch movie. We already have the ticket but suddenly gierly ask us if ever we tried to hide her cellphone. However, it is actually gone. Mia tried to call gierly’s number or we are just hoping to return it or to pls. the person who actually got it. Luckily, it has already surrendered to the guard and we are happy because there is someone has a good heart to afford to return it. Super kinabahan si gile binigay lang kasi yun ng tito nya. thank you kaya KIMBERLY EDEN for her good heart :)

Yun ok na at nakapanood na kami ng STEP UP REVOLUTION hahaha masaya naman kasi nilibre kami ni mia.. first payroll nya sa Convergys . masaya naman kasi after mahirapan ni mia Ok na xa. Alam ko naman na  sobra na din nahihirapan yun. Mahirap naman talaga maghanap ng trabaho. Since were all nurses, I know that feelings duh!! :)

Anyway, I enjoyed this first 2 days of my long weekends. Happy but my wallet is almost drained and to the point, I need to withdraw cash. My god, I need to manage my budget for this cut-off. There is a lot of stuff I want to buy, maybe next time I’ll try my very best J

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Friday, August 17, 2012
Love story and its over Posted at August 17, 2012 1 comments (+)

"missing me"

I love the way it feels when you touch my hand
Don't wanna let you go
I love the way you say that I am your man
Don't understand why we can't go on and go on
Don't understand why
You don't belong in my arms
Ohh
And even if I cried a thousand tears tonight 
Would you come back to me
And even if I walked on the water
Would you come out to sea
Now I can't spend my life standing by
Cause even when I miss you
You're still not missing me

It's funny how my heart just won't let it go
I just don't understand
It's crazy how the pain seems to overflow
The memories of you here with me by my side
I can't deny that you are the love of my life

Ohh
And even if I cried a thousand tears tonight 
Would you come back to me
And even if I walked on the water
Would you come out to sea
Now I can't spend my life standing by
Cause even when I miss you
You're still not missing me
And I still cry for you
And I would die for you
I can't believe all the words I heard you say
And I still long for you
And I was strong for you
I can't believe that you'd throw it all away

I still cry for you
I would die for you
I can't believe all the words I heard you say
I still long for you
I was strong for you
I can't believe that you'd throw it all away





This song reminds me that there is a point in my life that I am down because of LOVE. Yeah i know.  Its kinda corny and funny, but don’t deny it, every one of us have this kind of experience when we’re in love. Is there a happy feeling when you remembered this right? :)

This is a random post J


I’ll share my short story that is about LOVE. 
Haha yeah corny and funny but I just want to share my dramatic and tragic love story lol J
Well, I been in love to my high school friend since the day I met her. Super curly hair like “igorot or ita” just like that, skinny, morena and pointed nose and that is how I described her before.   I just met her on my 3rd year in high school and that day, her eyes caught me and I realized that her eyes is the most beautiful than others J hahaha lol.  I seated beside her and that time I just want to be her friend  since im newbie there.

Tahimik lang ako nung una kasi kakapasok ko pa lang sa section nila. Along the way we become friends, naalala ko pa nga nung mejo palagay na yung loob ko sa section namin at nakahanap na din ako ng mga kaibigan mejo di na ako nahihiya . lagi ko pa nga xa inaasar noon na Volta kc kulot nga xa hehe bully lang J we become good friends.

However, there is a time that we are hated each other, to the point that we dropped some harsh words. Childish thingsJ. That time I just felt something special about her and I denied it or maybe I just don’t entertained that feelings because im not open for that issue. Immature pa ako noon L kaya ito foreveralone hahaha.

At first, I am not sure if this feeling is really love or just a puppy love. were been close all throughout as FRIENDS. Well wala naman sa isip ko yung ligawan or whatever, ang dami ko din kasing insecurity that time. Until we reached college and being totally away from her.

One time out of nowhere she texted me about something that she need to confess. She is always open to me. She shares everything to me “secrets and lies” that is why I felt so special because she put too much trust on me. Even though I’m not her BFF (she have two sissy) but still she tells everything. Because of that trust, i had I chances to tell her that I really love her since then.  Di ko alam kung ano yung pwedeng mangyari after that confession. Di nya sinabi na she felt the same things pero nandun ung idea na special ako for her,

There is no chance for romantic relationship between us, naghintayan din kasi kaya walang nangyari and I admit it na kasalanan ko din. Pero nan doon yung katotohanan na pinaasa nya akoL na akala ko pag nag hintay ako merun akong mapapalala. Pakiramdam na nakakapit ako sa isang bagay na kahit anong oras pwedeng mabasag.

6yrs of unwanted feelings, ganyan yung pakiramadam ko all these years. Yung nag eemo ako dahil may boyfriends sya, natutunaw ako twing nag kkwento sya about her boo. Napaka insensitive kaya nya. Yung parang joke time lang yung nararamdaman ko. Nakakainis kaya yun. Tapos out of nowhere bigla syang magtetext na “wag ko daw syang iwan” “hintayin ko daw sya” and “ako na lang daw nag mamahal sa kanya” , yung mga ganyan sentiment. Nakakainis db kasi pinaasa nya ako.. hirap kaya maka move on!

When i actually catch her staring at me .
at first, i pretend that i didnt noticed her but deep inside my heart,  gives me goose bumps because of too much happiness .

It is so hard for me to move on, because I really love her. One time she is being ask if she loves me, and then she tells to everyone that there is point that I’m special and husband material pero “di pang display sa MALL at ayaw nya daw ako masaktan” F*ck lang di ba? Kaya pakiramdam ko nun ang panget ko at wala akong karapatan mahalin.

I've been depressed for a month and I refused to see her, ayaw ko syang Makita kasi pakiramdam ko I’m not worth it. Kailangan may patunayan ako sa kanya ganun yung pakiramdam ko. Nung di ako nakapasa sa board exam, di man lang nya ako dinamayan yung tipong “ok lng yan pagu may next time naman ee” and sama kaya ng loob ko noon. I always on here back, may suporta ako sa kanya , mga advice ko as friend pero nung ako na yung may kailangan ng suporta, di man lang makuhang magtext or tumawag.  

Well after that tragic and dramatic love story, now I must say that I already moved on. Now, I know how to handle my feelings toward her. And we’re good friends after all. Hahaha alam ko naman na mas ok na yung magkaibigan kami. Ang saya pala ng pakiramdam na Malaya ka na sa isang pakiramdam na nag papahirap sayo. PROMISE masaya ako kung anong kalagayan nya. At mas masaya ako kung makakahanap sya ng mas magmamahal sa kanya hehehe.


now I am foreveralone :) i'm still longing for someone maybe along the way i find someone who really care for me,i'll just give my self space and time to process everything. for now happy at ok naman ako but the fact that im alone yun lang yung nakakalungkot dun ayaw ko naman mag hanap ng iba for thesake of not being alone. napaka immature at unfair yun.hahaha yun yun oh! :)





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Sunday, August 12, 2012
bestfriends Posted at August 12, 2012 0 comments (+)

 When I was on my college days in Fatima, at first I’m kind of scared and nervous because that is my first time to go out on my comfort zone. and I’m just starting to make my new journey as student, freshman, teenager, and for my future.
All the things on my college days are all brand new for me. New faces, environment, time, places, perspective, point of view and school. Honestly, there are some questions on my mind that time. What if I failed this? Can I afford to have back subjects? Or what if I can’t do this? I am so weak and alone that time and i don’t have even the  
 courage to face everything alone.

The time goes by. And I met some friends and company along the way. The true friendships last since day one with Gerlyn and Athena. J Way back on that moment, I don’t have any clue if that friendship could be forever or work on us. But to today, I must say that friendships are still intact even though sometimes we’re not perfect to understand each other but still we love each other. That is our friendship J


Gerlyn is a kind of girl that strong outside but deep inside she’s a typical girl that soft and sweet (sometimes J)  I know that she is longing for someone that could love her purely and endlessly. I believed that she has a romantic side in spite of her boyish attitude and gesture. And I think that Romantic side is influenced of those novel books that she red. My first impression to her is like a witty and geek girl on the class. Braided hair, simple shirt and jeans.  That is how she looks for our first meeting.  As far as I remembered I am the one who asked her name first on our chemistry class then she answered me in ENGLISH. Hahahaha that time I was kind of shock and I am about to asked myself that girl is so smart hahaha funny right? Well not usual for me to talk to me in English that time. Moreover, I am not wrong this chick is indeed SMART . We knew each other for almost 5 years, which is enough to love and understand her for all dramas she had.  i wanna hug her >,<

       Athena is my BESTFRIEND and my little big sister :3 we been together for so long time. First Impression is just a shy and weird girl on wall. Short/dry hair, skinny and petite body. And I don’t even imagined that we will be a good friend hehe. but to today she looks much better than before. 
Magkasama kami sa duty. Kung pwede mag kasama sa lahat ng activities sa school. Sa loob ng ilang taon mag-kasama kami nyan day and night. All throughout kami mag kakampi nyan through thick and thin. Sabay mag review at nag tutulungan pag kinakailangan.
I love this chick J she makes me feel that I’m worth to love as a person even though we’re not biologically siblings, she treated me as her brother and she shows me that even stranger could find family not by blood but family by heart. J kahit kailan di ako pinag damutan nyan, tinanggap na parang kapatid. Natutulog na magkatabi at tinuruan ng mga bagay na di ko alam. Nasasabihan ko ng mga problema ko at ni minsan di ako hinusgahan nyan.tinatama at sinasabihan ako kung may mali sa akin. May mga bagay siguro kaming di pinag kakasunduan pero alam ko na naman I handle yun mga ganung bagay. I mean gets ko na ugali nyan hahaha, yung tipong di maintindihan ng iba pero ako gets ko na hahaha J

Nalulungkot lang ako, kasi uuwi na xa sa Marikina. Di na xa magdodorm dito sa valenzuela.  Nakakamiss lang yung bonding namin. Lately we are kinda busy for our own stuff kaya wala din time mag hang out.

No matter what, I would always love these two chicks! J

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Friday, August 10, 2012
isn't your dream Posted at August 10, 2012 0 comments (+)

Well I’m talking to myself right now. Actually I felt so lonely and alone lately for these past few days. It’s all about my career. Very frustrating on my part because I really don’t know what things I should need to prioritize.  Being a nurse is my ultimate dream and I took it for almost 5 years just to fulfil that dream. Life is ironic. Now I am a Registered Nurse since 2010 and I have been working to BPO Company as admin staff for almost 1year. It is like having money but I already had a license on my pocket. It is as you have choice to what you really want and what you really need.

However, life is as complicated as we expected. Like my situation right now, as much I want to pursue my dream or goal but as of now my priority is my family and our financially security. So much, sacrifice if I insist to continue my goal to be a nurse although it is so easy to practice my profession.  SEMINAR and VOLUNTEER, work hard but no pay? This is what you called devotion and dedication but for my situation right now, I need to be selfish to myself. I need to weight everything that is between my family and my career.

Maybe someday I will be a better nurse. I had lot of experienced that I need just to be competitive. In addition, I hope that someday I will be successful as what I wish.   

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Thursday, August 9, 2012
I'm being bullied Posted at August 09, 2012 0 comments (+)

    I have been sensitive lately. Secretly I have been hurt and offended by my friend.  I do not know if I reacted so much. I know myself why I felt this. I tried to understand people how they treat other people or how they treated me.  I believed that as much as possible I want to be bubbly and polite person to anyone. I know that is too good to be true but I love people to see me as good as angel J
For a guy, that is not usual -- to be soft spoken, to be friends with so much girls J and shy and soft not like other man. And I admit it  that I’m vain, soft spoken and I had a lot of girlfriend but not to the point that to be considered as a gay T.T some people get me wrong and think that I’m gay L  ( I feel depressed right now) ever since that is my problem. When i was a child and during my early adolescence days I been always being bullied and teased.  Since then I always choose to be alone and choose people to get along.  My childhood memories are a nightmare for me. Yes I’ve been traumatize and no one knows that. Di ko nga alam kung paano ko kinaya kung early stage ng buhay ko J well i  think that is my personality to easily cope up to everything.
But you know, it’s very tiring to explain everything about myself\yourself as if they understand me the way I want everyone understand me. One time my friend teased me online. and I felt so bad, this scenario is usual thing for me. Nevertheless, I am still being offended. There is a time that my former workmate teased me online and that time I’ve been so much irritated to her so I just blocked here on my page J hehehe as far as remembered she always teased me in front of other people. That is unprofessional right? You do not need to make fun of other people just to claim the credit.  One thing more, one of my high school friend also teased me online, I post a photo album online then he dropped a comment on it. You don’t believed it that he post this “baklang bakla ah haha” well after that i blocked him also J  as simple as that. Di ko sya kailangan Kapal nya mas pogi kasi ako. Muka syang sandokJ muka pang may tuberculosis hehe :3 sorry for the word, I’m just being pissed off.
Well you cannot please people. They always want you the best but actually, there are not. I don’t have any bad impression or experienced to a gay \bisexual person. Actually there are people have a good personality, mood and happy attitude. But the fact that some stupid people around me always teased me, make fun of me and degrading me just to satisfy their feelings.
For the record, I am not a gay. Maybe I am too vain and soft for the usual man but it doesn’t mean that I’m gay and stuff. But like what I said earlier I’m still hurting when there’s someone teased me out of nowhere. But so much pain when that someone is your close friends or someone that really mean to you. That feeling is like being betrayed by someone you love or feelings that someone will stub you behind your back. Because for me , I just love those people around me like my family and I invest so much trust for them. I don’t know maybe I’m too much attached to those people and easily get hurt. I know its sound ridiculous hehehe. That is my point of view and I don’t care if people don’t get it J. I think I need to be more broadminded and understand them well J ako na lang iintindi sa kanila, yun lang naman yung solution dun. Maybe I try to be more masculine enough J

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Tuesday, August 7, 2012
stormy day Posted at August 07, 2012 0 comments (+)
 today is august 8, 2012 then it just happened that Philippines suffer on a stormy day. 

scary and crazy heavy rain fall all day out,this actually like a storm. actually this bad weather is continuous for almost a week and its kinda creepy.

Philippines and its capital city is already drowned on a flash flood. many people and our fellowmen suffered for this bad weather. many houses and places within metro manila already stuck on water. public transportation, public and private sectors , private and government companies are already paralyzed. our water dams and rivers are now over flowing and continuous to run within the metro. and now we're just reaching the critical level for those affected places. all of us are praying for our safety and to survive for this trial.

on the other hand, there are some reason why we suffered on a flash flood. being not accountable for our on action is one reason why we're gone this. disrespectful for our rivers, mining, illegal logging and side by side garbage and many to mention reason. so this reason is enough to blame ourselves why we suffered like this. 

8:7-12 is about Noah's Ark. Today is 8-7-12

and this speculation starting to circulate online. kinda creepy and scary right. now I'm bout to start to pray to end this calamity. and everyone be safe.

 nosebleed na ako >_<  i hope this night maging ok na lahat . if that speculation is true? so this will be the start for the end of the world, no way. and i wish that's not true. sa ngayon faith and prayers ang pwedeng gawin. i know god will never let us suffer and i believed that every one of us is guided by him.


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Monday, August 6, 2012
my someone Posted at August 06, 2012 0 comments (+)

I need someone who will actually stay in my life.
I don’t care if you do cute things for me or give me surprises. I don’t care if you take a million cute pictures with me or spend every moment you have with me. I don’t care if there’s distance in the way or disapproving friends. I just want someone that won’t give up on me, someone that will actually try and stay in my life no matter how hard it may be at times. Someone that will actually keep their promises and will prove that just for once, maybe I’m someone worth trying for too. I just need someone that will make me happy, is that really too much to ask?

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Sunday, August 5, 2012
superman Posted at August 05, 2012 0 comments (+)
this is my ultimate dream to be a super human.well super power doesn't exists in reality but not in my dreams.

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Saturday, August 4, 2012
Team lead Posted at August 04, 2012 0 comments (+)
last day we just have small talked to miss jean with nica.( by the way she's my team lead.) that is regarding to our contract in accenture. you know, we'll just being alarmed because its almost a week before our end of contract. so nica decided to approached miss jean thru OC but since miss jean seated beside miss michelle (our manager so called Mahal na reyna ) then she can't reply on OC since she's not involved or not the one responsible on that issue regarding vendors or to her contractual employee. so she decided to call us and talked to us privately. 

the conversation goes like this : well nica and gilbert regarding to your contract and your situation.. yun nga alam nyo naman na di ko rin masabi yung kalagayan nyo. wala din naman ako direktang kausap kasi si michelle yung kumakausap regarding sa mga contract nyo diba. basta ginagawan ko na paraan yan. alam ko naman na breadwinner kayo. so if come worse to worse pwede naman kayo ma endorse as data analyst for regular post or hahanap tayo ng open post within accenture since gusto nyo talaga ng office work.

well so much thankful ako at si miss jean yung team lead namin napaka sincere at di ka talaga pababayaan  .
very grateful ako. if ever wala talagang  magagawa ready naman din ako since BS Nursing ako di ko rin naman ineexpect na tumagal sa isang clerical set up.  well hopefully may magandang balita or may magandang kapalit na work if ever. yess goodvibes

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bonding time Posted at August 04, 2012 0 comments (+)


"The Healing," the suspense/horror film by Star Cinema featuring the Philippine "Star For All Seasons" Vilma Santos and one of this generation's hottest young stars Kim Chiu. A masterpiece of Chito S. Roño, who also directed the blockbuster films "Feng Shui" (2004) and "Sukob" (2006), "The Healing" tackles a Filipino belief in "faith healing,"
a so-called spiritual process of healing the diseases and disability of a person.

Rituals and practices are done to stimulate the divine presence and power to solicit divine intervention in initiating spiritual and literal healing.
credit to Reyn Adonay--

for me. this is one of the most good movie that I’ve seen for local movies. I’m not actually a movie goers but i really like it not because to Kim Chui hihihi♥
anyway when it comes to setting, production, acting and scene and twist i can really say that movie was so good 

we watched this movie last week- july 30 with my Accenture friends. carene,ace,nica.aimee,mieand :) in Robinson galleria. We decided to choose R18. haha and that is scheduled around 10pm

before kumain muna kami ng late dinner with Hongkong fried noddles :3 super gusto ko yun tlaga anyway sila nica at aimee nag Mcdo sundae lang ayaw mag carb.yun super enjoyed kahit late na din yung show. I also enjoyed the company with this gals hahaha chickboy! natapos ung movie around 12am. then around 1-2am na ata ako na kauwi :) nice bonding moment with accenture BFF. its kind late to post this but i dont care hahaha .



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