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Friday, March 7, 2025

When Saying No Isn’t Really an Option Posted at March 07, 2025 0 comments (+)

I find it so strange when people become entitled because of their social status. When they recognize their position and superiority over others, they often disregard personal space and time. Their toxic traits are impossible to ignore. While these individuals may have the qualities of a good leader, that doesn’t justify acting entitled just because they hold power over others.

One day, my boss asked me to tag along after work to a local soccer match, just to take pictures. I didn’t mind doing it once, but of course, once wasn’t enough. Without hesitation, he asked me to come again as if I had no choice in the matter. The game was set for 11 PM, and I had to leave with them by 10 PM, just imagine how much of my time was wasted on something I wasn’t even interested in. Sure, people might argue that I could simply say no, but let’s be real intelligent people can read between the lines. When you're the boss, there's an unspoken pressure, and saying no isn’t always as easy as it seems. I just wish leadership came with more awareness. power and authority should be exercised with consideration for those below them.

Labels: experience, maldives, rant, work

Friday, November 29, 2024

Four Years of Growth Posted at November 29, 2024 0 comments (+)

Hey Journal,

Wow, time really does fly. It’s hard to believe it’s been four years already since I came to the Maldives. How have these years shaped me? Am I still the same person I was back then? Honestly, I think this place has definitely changed me in more ways than I realized.

I have so many memories, stories, and experiences from these past four years. I’m truly grateful for everything—the ups and downs, and for facing my fears and struggles when I first moved here. It feels like just yesterday when it all began, and in the blink of an eye, four years have flown by.

I feel at home now—Maldives has truly become my home, even though a part of me still longs for Singapore. What’s strange is that I don’t feel the same way about the Philippines, my birthplace. I spent so many years there, but it doesn’t give me the sense of comfort or belonging that I’ve found here.

Whenever I visit the Philippines, I miss my family deeply—my mom, my siblings, my nephews, and nieces. I treasure every moment with them, but I can’t shake the feeling of being a stranger. The streets, the familiar places, and even the memories feel distant, as if I’ve outgrown that part of my life. It’s a bittersweet feeling, knowing I’ll always love my family and the good memories from home, but realizing that my heart has found its home somewhere else.

These past four years have been incredibly significant in shaping the person I am today. They’ve taught me to be tough, to look at life from a broader perspective, and to accept that I’m not perfect—and never will be—and that’s okay. I’ve learned to embrace defeat and failure because that’s how life is meant to be.

Some people might be lucky enough not to go through the struggles I’ve faced, but I feel fortunate in my own way. Those experiences taught me resilience, humility, and the value of growth. They’ve helped me understand myself better and appreciate life, not for its perfection, but for its lessons. I’ve come to realize that every setback carries the seed of wisdom, and for that, I am grateful.

The past four years have been filled with dreams and plans—so many of them—but life didn’t always turn out the way I hoped. At first, it was hard to accept, but along the way, life taught me something invaluable, to go with the flow. That simple mindset became the answer to so many of my worries, sleepless nights, and moments when I felt trapped by overthinking.

Looking back, I realize how much I’ve overcome, and that’s something I’m proud of. Through it all, God was there, protecting me in ways I didn’t see at the time. It wasn’t always obvious, but He reminded me to stay grounded, to keep my faith strong, and to trust in His plan. Those moments of struggle turned into lessons that strengthened me, and I’m grateful for the protection and guidance that brought me to where I am now.

Labels: expat, experience, maldives

Tuesday, October 24, 2023

It's been a while, and a lot has transpired over the past two years. Posted at October 24, 2023 0 comments (+)

Hello future self, it's been a while, hasn't it? So many things have happened over the past years and months. I've lost track of writing and documenting, and consistency has been a struggle. This applies to my goals, my emotions, and all the events in my life. I've never been so inconsistent, and sometimes I regret not doaing what I should have done.

I've been working on moving to Poland sometimes last 2022, and unfortunately, things didn't go as planned. My work visa application got rejected, and it was quite a setback. I had to spend some time in India for it, which was a bit disheartening, especially considering the significant amount of money I invested in the process. It felt like a substantial loss, especially since earning that money was no walk in the park. But I guess that's just part of life's lessons. On the bright side, I had the chance to spend a whole month in India, specifically in New Delhi, and it turned out to be an incredible experience, even without the visa. I had so many amazing moments there, and looking back, I do regret not documenting them in real-time

India is truly a remarkable place, and my time there was filled with eye-opening experiences. I gained a deep understanding of how life in India differs from the Philippines, from the culture and food to the overall atmosphere. It's hard to put into words the personal impact it had on me. If I may share my honest perspective, I noticed that India might not be as clean as some other places I've seen. I say this with no intention to disrespect; it's just an observation from my journey. Moreover, I've got to say that Indians are some of the friendliest people I've ever encountered.

Then my life had to move forward, and I had planned to take the NCLEX exam. It's been a rollercoaster journey for me, a real tough one. I had to juggle studying and working simultaneously. In the last quarter of 2022, we had to convert the IGMH for S-Monovette, and my exam date was getting closer. I found it extremely challenging to stay motivated for my review because I was struggling with feelings of laziness, fatigue, lack of focus, and demotivation. I’m guilty

To be honest, there has been a lot of pressure weighing on my shoulders. Taking the exam with Mary has added even more pressure. I value her friendship and appreciate sharing this journey with her, but there are moments when it feels like a heavy burden on my heart. Then came the exam date...

I failed …

I felt really down about myself, and deep down, I know I didn't give it my best. Accepting this failure is a necessary part of coping. It's truly an awful feeling, but I can't blame anyone else but myself. I can only confide in a few close friends about this, as my family is unaware of it. I was initially hesitant to share, hoping to reveal my success when it came, but it didn't turn out that way.

But Mary just aced the exam, and I'm genuinely thrilled for her. But, at the same time, I can't escape feeling sorry for her because she couldn't fully enjoy her success because of my failure. I feel like I've disappointed her, and that's a source of deep shame. It's the reason I kept my journey to myself; I didn't want this outcome to overshadow everything. I know it might come off as pessimistic, but that's the reality of it, you know? Hays that life…

The good thing is I’m able to be back in Manila for so long, it’s been 3 years since the last time I went back home and now I spend some quality time with my family. I've missed them, even though I tend to prefer solitude most of the time. I guess It's nice to have them around, especially my niece, nephew, mom, sisters, brother, and brother-in-law. However, one thing I dislike is being around people who assume I have a lot of money in my bank account. It makes it difficult to plan getaways with my family without considering those assumptions. Sometimes, I wish we lived in a place far away from our relatives lol and this thing made me think not to go back home. Yeah human relationship is way complex as it is.

So many events have transpired recently. I found myself in a somewhat hazy afternoon, in the middle of nowhere, deep in contemplation about my life choices. I'm more optimistic now compared to a few years ago, but there are still times when my life feels stagnant. I've made choices in life that I initially regretted, but I've learned to be grateful for the experiences. I might have lost something along the way, such as time, effort, money, and momentum, but I've come to accept that as part of life. I can't dwell too much on the challenging parts of my life because it serves me no purpose. Prolonged sadness will only make me feel even worse.

I'm not perfect, and I can't help but be concerned about the uncertainties that lie ahead. Nevertheless, I believe I will be alright, or at least I hope so.

Labels: experience, Journal, life

Sunday, January 29, 2017

God was taking for granted Posted at January 29, 2017 0 comments (+)

Time has come to the point that I need to let go. It's been almost 3 months giving my care to this random old man. I've felt so sad, sorry and happy for him. He was a very nice man, full of happiness and positivity in life. Life could be better for him if his family was united and whole. I didn't say that his life was miserable in fact Uncle was very lucky to reach his age now at 88 this year.

It just that, his family was divided with anger, jealousy and a deeper scar from the past. Uncle and auntie had a two children. According to auntie they were very happy before, a simple family of 4, auntie was a teacher and Uncle had a good position in technical world in media and considering as a government employee.

My experience with this case was rollercoaster and it challenged my faith, understanding and my personal emotion to deal with those people involved. Uncle had a main caregiver and that's his Daughter Rose Marie,She's around 50's, not married and she's been a full time caregiver since last year if I remembered right. I described her as a dedicated and a very involved person when it comes to uncle's health. A religious woman with a strong faith to God and I admired her because of that. But there are some Instances that confused me about her attitude. First, she was very nice, vocal, and full of wisdom woman and she treats me well. In fact I like her although she's very talkative and she kept telling the same story all over again (but that's fine to me so I can practice my English hahaha)

It just happened that last November/December 2016, I raised my concerned to my managers about my Budget that was being stretched out the whole months. We went outside almost every day aside from my patient's original schedules. Then when finally came to the point that my concern was being raised to her, I've been caught up in the middle. I just don't get it why my management didn't think about my situation. Yes they able to addressed my concern, but instead of pulling me out from this case without any fuss, it creates more issues and confrontations and I hate it. For me, my management can pull me out here by giving a more realistic alibi but they just put me in tough spot as well. From the day when Rose marie knew about the my concern, she was starting asking and interrogating me like I did a serious crime and that’s very uncomfortable on my part. She’s been very confrontational person and keen to grilled people on the spot. Yes I was nervous and gasping for words to explain my side to her, it seems not difficult to depend yourself to anyone as Long you know where you stand. But explaining yourself in front of Rose Marie was like being judged already by her own trial court. Well I believed that I explained well my side to her as far as I know. I told her that there's something that I can’t say to her directly and not necessary for her to know it. I don't want them to adjust for me because I think too much about my budget but instead, I need to adjust myself for them because they're my client. And I also told her that aside from that, I don't have any issue at all since they were good to me.

I just felt Attacked when her mood changed suddenly. She was fierce and talking to me with conviction. I can tolerate it as Long as she didn't play dirty at my back. Now she was eyeing with my flaws and pointing it out. She escalated quickly as those things are non-sense and superficial. How can you work when someone was always at you back and waiting for your wrongdoing? I'm just human, of course I forgot things and but it’s not necessary to report me because of it. I’m confident about my service and always did my best to delivered standard care to all my patients. It's saddened me because there are people out there who are very keen to push you on the cliff. Yes I fully understand her point that she has right to say about uncle’s welfare but as far as I know my care to all my patients was beyond what I can offer. Different story if you want to put someone in bad situation because he/she’s not on your side.

I felt Attacked when she tried to stop me from talking to auntie. She was rude to her own Mother and she wants me to be like her. It doesn't mean that if I talked to auntie I take sides too. Auntie was very nice and lovely old woman and I believed that talking to her was not wrong. From the moment she wants me to refrain from talking auntie was the time I'm taking her side and being involved on their family issues.

Probably I didn't understand her struggle being part of this family and her journey when she was young. Her scar from the past affects her relationship toward other people today. Maybe I'm not in pain like what she felt inside but I'm willing to listen like what I did. She was very fragile and delicate as what I noticed but for God sake she needs to open her mind and learn to accept her own flaws. She's very selfish, arrogant, close minded, and insensitive. I don't want to be judgmental but I think she's not mentally unstable. The way she talked and treats an average people shows her rudeness and I see it as unacceptable treatment to anyone and we don't deserved it. Definitelly a bully.

I’m not judging her relationship with God. She goes to church almost every day and I witnessed her passion and devotions about her faith. It’s pretty obvious that her faith lifted her confidence, which no matter what happens, God with still forgive her and I truly agreed on that. But here’s the thing, and I asked her about this as well. Would anyone still do the same mistakes and if it’s valid to do it all over again because we know that God can forgive us? As Roman Catholic and my own perception about it, it’s more fulfilling that our soul are full with kindness and understanding for those people that you have met in your life. Meeting a random people in this world wouldn’t be just a coincident because I believed that every one of us had a purposed that we imparted to each other. Yes, maybe we encountered those people in a different situations and it could be in bad or in a wonderful moment. Let’s say meeting them in a worse and a bad situations and we are just a human being that probably our response will be in fight mode. Of course being in a harm situation we tend to defend ourselves but at least we think twice and assess if this all worth of our time and effort. Some of us we can just pass some of those things and carry on or at least raised our own concern in a nicest way and you know talked those people in calm way and as much as possible we don’t want to be mean and sarcastic dealing those bad situations.

Lesson: I realized that even how close we are to God we are still human. Committing mistakes and wrongdoing are pretty normal for us. Going to church did not make us holy as what other think. I’m so naïve that I thought that those people who go to church as often are good people. Yeah of course there’s some exemption about being tagged as Good people but at least the spirit of Christianity is being practice on a daily life and how you live with people around us/you. It’s so sad that God was taking for granted because we all think that he can save us from our sins because we prayed for him and asking him for forgiveness. But we failed him to live his teaching on a daily basis and we forgot to do what the masses preach every Sunday. I’m not perfect, I barely go to church every Sunday and definitely a sinner but at least I tried to be good and practice what Christianity is. I think Kindness, Love and Understanding nowadays are not common for all of us and what we forgot in this world full of uncertainly.

Labels: experience, lesson, life, Nursing aide, ofw, Singapore

Thursday, October 20, 2016

Marriage Posted at October 20, 2016 0 comments (+)

When we think that we're worth of love? Being In relationship, both of them should be committed to each other. (I was talking like I knew it well haha) I have a patient who lived at Jurong west. He's been diagnosed of kidney failure due to of diabetes. This old man who's been married 3 times.. And sadly he failed his past 2 marriage and but I think he's happy for his current commitment on his latest Wife now.

He is too old and ill to be failed again. I ask him what happened to his past relationship and why he end up like this. He told me his first Wife left because that time he's been starting to be sick and during that days he's not financially stable and he got children to support. And his second Wife was not emotionally stable to understand his situation and find another man to fulfill whatever she needs.

What my take for this. Based on what my patient's story. No matter what, love and relationship should be bonded with commitment and mostly understanding. Possibly love would faded in a Long run. There's a lot of factors why they end up to this kind of stage. But marriage should last forever from sickness and death.. I'm not judging the other side and I don't even know their story as well. But what we know about marriage is about togetherness throughout the hardship and they're meant to stay together no matter what. although i don't know the real reason behind it.

What I've noticed about Uncle. He's very caring toward his Wife. Those Simple things make me think why he's past wives left him. He is ill now, but the point is, he still able to make an effort to prepare food for his Wife. This is something commendable right? He's not like other patient who's fussy and short tempered because they're sick and fed up about their situation but this Uncle, he's very sweet and caring about auntie in spite of his condition.

Love comes with responsibility. This just like power possessed by anyone of us. My deeper understanding about it might not the same as yours or to other people. But for me, It's a sharing of commitment and passion each day. I'm not here to judge those people who failed their marriage or people who's easily gave up their promises because they fell out of love. I guess the valid reason is when you're not happy anymore it would not be worth it to stay in that relationship and be victim of a one sided love, this will be against what I believe in but in every single thing there's an exception. Love is also about freedom and not holding to something that make you both Miserable. Letting go and moving on are the key of true love. Do you think it does make sense when I say, before you get into marriage both sides should be ready to take the responsibility and be together through out the difficulties. Fight and save your relationship until you can but when things turn hard for both of sides I Guess that's the time to let go.

Disclaimer: this is my own perspective. Not a love guru :)

Labels: commitment, experience, love, marriage, nurse, thoughts, view

Sunday, April 17, 2016

what makes you happy? Posted at April 17, 2016 2 comments (+)

What makes you happy?

What a dying person would think about this question? Is this question would define his/her existence before death occurs.

What makes us realise how much time we actually had versus those people who's battling about their life Everyday..

I had a conversation to one person a few nights ago. She's a person who's actually dealing about her life Everyday. I didn't believe her until she explained about her condition. She got this terminal illness that shortened her life to a few or more years, let's say her life span is much shorter than the average person. I didn't let her to talk or ask what was like her illness, but according to her it runs to her family and she got it. She's been diagnosed two months before her 22years birthday.

I can't imagine how she feels like being diagnosed with this illness. My first time to hear this kind of struggle first hand from that person herself. This story gives me chills down my spine and fear somehow, fear for her? Fear for myself? What ifs etc

After sharing her story to me, I was imagining how her life would be like after learning that she got it. It would be hard? Of course yes, even me having this kind of so called "crisis" this would be a nightmare for me and what more that she got it for real. So depressing for sure! She mentioned that she got this self mirror. I don't know what was that and what is for? Hmm maybe this medium is the way how she vent about her depression.

I asked her what makes her happy, she answered me back that was no particular things that make her happy. Practically what makes us happy are the same thing with her. Family, money, work, stress, being on bed to relax, all these things makes us happy but not as much happier than what she feels. All these things are normal stuff for us to fulfill the whole day but for her these things are precious memories that she's going to keep until the time of her death.

I Asked her about her BUCKET LIST. For me living to a melodramatic world is like watching my favourite korean and local dramas. But I'm too naive about reality, about real life and how life supposed to be for a normal people like her/us/me. Different perspective from a person diagnosed of a terminal illness and her life trapped on a time canister for a certain time period. For her , Having a bucket list couldn't be practical. For her view and she explained to me that what if she didn't make it to accomplish this list, you've have this feeling of regrets about not completing for something you supposed to do while you're still alive. Instead of dying happy, you die with full of regrets. Regretting isn't fulfilling after all and later on it hunts you for the next life, worse you become a lost soul 😐 this view really make sense for me and I realised "yeah, you have point" to make it change the ambiance about this convo, i tried to joke around by saying "you should have simple list, those attainable bucket list" hehe but then again i still don't know what's gonna be my own perspective until I'm experiencing the same situation like her. can i overcome it the way how she accept it? Idk 😞

I was complaining about my life and what my future holds for me. And I didn't know there was someone behind me battling for her life like a time bomb. How ironic that life would be unfair in so many way. I'm not here to judge life and the entire mystery of what life can give. I'm not contented and i will never be, because that's what life supposed to be... We have an endless needs,wishes,dreams,goals and mantrasI was complaining about my life and what my future holds for me. And I didn't know there was someone behind me battling for her life like a time bomb. How ironic that life would be unfair in so many way. I'm not here to judge life and the entire mystery of what life can give. I'm not contented and I will never be, because that's what life supposed to be... We have an endless needs,wishes,dreams,goals and mantras but then again once we got all of these, we're starting again to strives for a new cycle of wishes and so on.. This is what I mean that's why I'm not contented but it doesn't mean that im not happy. Yes, I feel bad, stress, frustrated and failed about not achieving for what I want to get but these things are just a few stressors that make me a whole as a person. Eventually, life teaches me about realisation and like this conversation to someone who's totally stranger to me but then, life let me to know this person and other people around me as well.

Yes, this person got her balls that I suppose to have, because no matter what, she's able to live on her way and make herself adjusted since life give her a very challenging role. I admire her for the courage, her perspective, strength and fighting spirit to overcome the twisted plot that life imposed.

"Go with the flow" is the simplest things I've heard yet this statement is the most powerful. I gotta do my things and be worried about tomorrow and I didn't realised that I'm too drown out about my will to deal with life. Im not running out of time more than she does. I have a lot of time ahead of me than she had. So who am I to complain but instead I need to change my views and make my life easier and light. Be the simplest dude and yet keeps the fire of aiming my dreams :)

Hey you lady! If ever you've read this! I salute and admire you. I know whatever you feel and what illness you had, you're stronger than it. I will keep in mind whatever Views and realisation that you have shared with me. :)

Labels: experience, lesson, life, ofw, Singapore, stranger, teacher

Tuesday, October 27, 2015

past few weeks Posted at October 27, 2015 1 comments (+)

It's been a while since my last post. well, I'm quite busy for so many things. I'm been blessed because one of my bucket lists has been unlocked. last August, I had a 6days trip at HongKong. that was a great adventure and experience for me (I can't elaborate every step on that trip but one thing I'm very happy). I didn't imagine that once in my life that HongKong experience will be real. yes! I'm happy because that's my hard earned money, after working here ing Singapore. somehow I've felt guilty because of course that there are a lot of things that I should prioritize. but on the other hand, I also want to experience other things far from my conform zone, enjoying life, make myself happy, feel the satisfaction being on another country, meet other people, collect some unforgettable photos, be free, unwinding, time for me to thinking, appreciate what I had, and so many things that I realized when I'm on that trip.

Realized that I can be happy if I try other things. let myself to be alone and felt everything. one thing that I loved about that trip, traveling was the best escape for a so-called problem, you let yourself think and breathed for everything. And clear for me that I will do it again, cross fingers I will do it again. (so need to save more now hehe)

for the past few months and weeks, there's some point that I was broken. yes, I was broken again, I didn't know where in this earth why am I experiencing this all over again. recently this someone was my sweetest downfall, I was happy when were together. like everything seems unreal and asking myself that this is really happening. "Nakakastress" and I don't want for further elaboration for this because right now I'm still processing myself for moving on. I hope that someone will be happy and find the real happiness and desires. (NP: Like I'm Gonna Lose You by Meghan Trainor - and now my heart was bleeding

really!? my life was actually a roller coaster. Alam mo yon, every week I've been experiencing different emotions. I'm Actually a time bomb any moment I can explode in one split. "Pakshit ang hirap ng ganito, torture eh" as much as possible I tried to be happy really!? somehow its been difficult to find it. but like what other say, life must go on no matter what. taking it slow and try to handle it with care. this really makes me crazy hahaha.

Happy lang sabi ng iba. sige susubukan ko :D dapat lang naman talaga diba? minsan nasa loob ng puso natin yung mga bagay na mag papasaya sa atin. nakakalimutan lang natin ilabas at tignan. hinahanap pa natin yung wala. kaya in the end mag seself pity na lang katulad ko haha. sana minsan makita ko din yung worthy ko bilang tao, lalaki, anak, kaibigan, tauhan, at bilang isang indibidwal. well soon enough naniniwala ako dyan :)

Labels: emotions, experience, honkong, life, love, random thoughts, someone

Thursday, November 22, 2012

bus experienced : MODUS Posted at November 22, 2012 4 comments (+)

last night pauwi na kami ng friend ko galing work dito sa may cubao. may dala nga akong pusang gala kaya nagsuggest akong sumakay kami ng pa-malanday para maka upo kami ng maayus mejo konti lan din yung mga pasahero. so kasi baba na lang kami ng balintawak palangke. instead na mag Novaliches bayan kami since may daanan din naman sa balintawak.

nakasakay na kami ng aircon bus. wierd nga kasi yung bus na nasakyan namin ang dumi dumi. ang dami pang ipis "as in literal na madaming ipis yung tipong kakapisa lang sa ilog" well dahil wala na kaming magagawa nag tiis na lang ako.along on our way ok naman yung byahe along edsa, nakatulog pa nga ako after we reach trinoma, huminto yung bus na sinakyan namin along bgy. pag-asa area (squatter area) nag rerestart lang daw yung driver. kaya pinatay yung makina at yung ilaw ng bus. that time mejo ok naman yung pakiramdam ko as usual na pangyayari pero parang may nag react pa nga na pasahero na kung bakit pa pinatay yung ilaw.. after nun umandar ule yung bus after a few roll we reach trinoma. then the big commotion happened...

nag hihintay yung bus ng pasahero sa tapat ng trinoma i think under MRT. then may sumakay na isang bultong pasahero na puro kalalakihan. hindi baba ng lima hndi rin tataas ng sampu yung bilang ng sumakay. mejo antok pa nga ako nun at nakita ko yung isa na may tatoo pa. well after a few minute -- may babaeng sumigaw na " this is the same group who took my wallet before!!.. this is the same group who took my wallet before!!.. oh my god this is the same group who took my wallet before!!.." and we're shocked about the commotion between the woman and the group of man inside the bus. habang simisigaw yung babae nag sibabaan yung mga lalaking sumakay na para bang Guilty sa bintang ng babae sa kanila. may chance pa nga na hinila ng babae yung huling lalaking bumaba at pilit hinihingi yung wallet nya pero galit na tumangi yung lalaki. shocked kaming lahat at kanya kanya ng comment.. yung babae parang hindi mapakali na parang gusto nyang habulin yung mga lalaki. hindi pa nga nakakaandar yung bus may bumabang 2 lalake sabi nung babae "see kasabwat silang dalawa, nag hintay pa sila na wag bumaba"..

yun nakakatruma yung nagyayari sa amin. tapos bumaba si carene si muñoz dun na lang daw xa baba kasi halos quarter to 10pm na. pero lakas loob akong nag paiwan sa balintawak ako babae. after makababa ni carene lumipat ako ng upuan dun ako umupo sa harapan malapit sa pinto. naalala ko tuloy yung kwento rin ng ka workmate ko na uso din yung magnanakaw na pumapatay ng biglaan na nakaupo sa unahan parang sample na kaya nyang pumatay.. without any word babarilin na lang nya bigla. kabado ako nun pero -_-) think positive na di mangyayari yun. after naman nun matiwasay naman akong nakauwi ^_^)

weird part bago ako makauwi may nakasalubong akong taong grasa or baliw. akmang makikipag apir ang the weirdest part nakipag apir din ako hahaha :)

sa mga panahong ngayon kailangan talaga mag ingat may mga tao talagang masama yung intensyon sa kapwa

Labels: experience, tagalog, work

Saturday, September 29, 2012

we grow together Posted at September 29, 2012 4 comments (+)

Actually I don’t know what I’m going to say..

This post is all about moving on. Well moving on in a sense of individual growth, it has been a year since Valenzuela city was been a part of my life. There’s so much memories that I invest to that place. College life, friendship, dreams, and journey.

Athena will be moving out on her dorm for good. she will be going back to her house in Marikina. Well honestly, there is a sad thing on that. That dorm is mean to me. Well for me, that place is my escape, sanctuary, and hiding place. Moreover, I couldn’t imagine how’s my life will be without those experiences on that place. Friendship that we share on the 4 corners of that room, it’s a priceless experience.

Those laugh and tears that we shared. Those sleepover and movie marathon are the things that I really missed. Food trip and eating spaghetti together are how we spend our spare time together. Sharing those secrets and gossips are the things we looking forward after we seeing each other. Keeping those memories makes me happy, the fact that I’m belong to that place, I must say that is my comfort zone and my security blanket as well because I know that I’m secured with them, secured mentally and emotionally.

Well ~~I’m sad~~ because it will be going a long distance friendship. Hehe but still I’m happy because this is the best time that we grow individually especially athena, she will now facing her new life and new chapter as individual and as a career woman as well. I know that is not the last time we see each other.

Siguro matatagalan lang yung next time pero for sure magkikita pa rin kami ni athena, hello Marikina lang nman yan one ride apart. Di na mahrap yun. We’re old enough J soon sana sa hospital na ang bonding naming as a real NURSE together with our friends. Riot sa saya yun J

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