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Tuesday, January 12, 2016

2016 Posted at January 12, 2016 1 comments (+)

Hello there! and hello 2016 - so much expectation this year, a lot of wishes, goals, and dreams. Ang dami kong ineexpect this year. Makapag travel, makahanap ng ibang work, more hook-ups hahaha joke. but seriously yung relationship na pwde kong itressure. well 2016 na what's new hahaha. but I feel it, soon hahahaha, the question is how soon? hahaha okay let's stop this.

lately sobra akong interested sa mga tutorial sa youtube, may napanuod akong vlog about traveling and I'm dying bacause I'm supposed to be there hahaha joke. seriously gusto ko gawin yung mag travel from now on. yung pakiramdam na free ka and you have free mind to explore everything. free soul and free life kahit saglit lang makawala ka sa problema mo. how i wish to live in a worry less world. free of anything that can stress me. but that world doesn't exist at all :) bacause life is useless without problems. that's my mantra

this year I will try to be a good person as I can. no more hate, hatred, envy, and I want to be happy. pero parang ang hirap panindigan hahahaha. I just noticed when I get older that I become more sensitive and concern about my life. is this a mid-life crisis? haha is that too early for me? :) hahaha. like what I want to be this year, sometimes it's so hard to be that person, thou that changes are for your own maturity and well-being as a Individual. okay this is me talking about changes haha? Anyway, minsan di ako makaramdam ng contentment and I'm guilty because I can't see how blessed I am. that's the things that I need to working on. also need to stop comparing myself to other people. stop procrastinate everything, do it as soon as possible and be punctual. at this Aged, I had a lot of things inside me that I need to pay attention, bad habits, bad attitude and everything about me that need changes. should I stop wishing things that everything that I see to other people are supposed to be me? wishing that I have what they have, who they are and everything they have experience are maybe me and should be me because I deserved it too? I'm too greedy not to feel happy for other persons :( and I'm not happy because this is me living on that attitude and I want to change it. yes because it's 2016 and everyone has been changing already. I'm not saying that I need to change because they're changing. I want to change for my own benefits and be a better person. when I'm able to be happy and accept what I have, I think that's the time that I can be contented and don't feel anything toward other people.

Labels: changes, life, me, new year, reality, reflection

Tuesday, February 25, 2014

people i met Posted at February 25, 2014 0 comments (+)

life journey is all about meeting a lot of people along the way. makakakilala ka at makikilala ka ng iba. unexpected chances to meet other people and get a chance to fully understand their life and also their journey. one thing that i can sure, is that knowing their names and make first impressions by looking at them aren't enough to really understand them well.

one time, i had an encounter to a group of deaf mute candidates.fresh graduates applicant who willing to apply in a BPO company. ironic! and that's not the first time to encounter like them. since then, and when the time that i was transferred here in recep area. that's the time i meet a lot of people and start judging them based on what i see. and start hating them ( hahaha kidding** thou sometimes i cant help it to get annoyed with them. hehe) of course except those people with disabilities :) i treat them well because I know what they're going through for the rest of their lives.

OK back to the main topic! :) may isang grupo ng mga deaf mute applicant yung nag apply. as per advice they're all very welcome to apply here. but there some certain point and instances that we need to prioritize. to make this story short. this group unable to pass their online exam, but apparently one of their friend pass the exam - but because of "sort of miscommunication" we just give him an false hope and wrong impression about whole things. and i felt terribly sorry for them. i know how they struggle about life. u know, to be able to survived and deal with other people are really hard for them. how come to those people with complete senses is also experiencing difficulties what more those people with disabilities.

when i tried to talked to one of deaf mute candidate about the result and tried to make him understand that were just having miscommunication and i felt sorry about it. and Good thing he can understand where I'm coming from. this experienced is part of their learning process according to him and they're really thankful about letting them to experienced this challenge.

learning about this encounter, well appreciate everything, from the God's creation and the things that would you never imagined to happened. being amazed how everyone of us are created in different way. being unique and stand out to anyone. ability and disability of one person makes him/her special on his/her own way. in this world, equality is not yet proved as the reality focus for those people who can delivered full services. not like to these people with special cases. stereotyping that these people can do a limited task more on to what they can do. because some of us already assume that they can't. this world is indeed unfair. chances are not for everyone and how can we change this perception. Maybe accepting who they are and treating them in a nicest way makes them really happy. understanding and put ourselves to their shoes make us to understand their situation.

i salute these people, who actually tried to live in this crazy world. their determination is something that we need to learned from them. inspite of everything, they're born not to give up and that's something to be proud of.

“You’re not supposed to look back, you’re supposed to keep going…”

Labels: deaf mute, disabilities, life, reality, world

Wednesday, January 1, 2014

this is it! 2014 :) happy new year Posted at January 01, 2014 8 comments (+)

isang bigat at makahulugan na pagtanaw. nakaraos na din ang 2013 :) isang buong taon na masasabing makahulugan at isang buong taon na. naglakbay, umasa, nabigo, nagsaya, nalungkot, at nangarap.

mga bagay na nalagpasan ko at ng bawat isa.

may mga bagay man na di natupad sa nakaraang taon, at umaasang mangyayari sa taong ito. patuloy pa rin ang buhay kahit masakit at malupit. pero sa kabila ng lahat mayroon pa rin tayong pagkakataon na magsimula.

kalimutan ang lahat ng mga masasakit at masamang pangyayari sa nakaraan at magsimula ng panibagong taon na may panibagong sarili. bagong paniniwala at mas matured na pag iisip . ano ba naman ang magbago di lang para sa iba kundi para sa sarili natin. we deserved a chance to change. mga bagay na nagawa nating masama at pwede na rin nating itama sa susunod na taon. "new year" it really make sense for a "new self" :)

no for new year resolution. instead I'll do my best to be good as i can :)

not only LOVE can moves in mysterious way but also God can move in his special way. don't be feel upset if God fails us to make our dreams come true. Instead be grateful for his simple grace.

Don’t be afraid to give love more than you receive. Because love does not need to be equal or fair, it only needs to be true.

HAPPY NEW YEAR :)

Labels: 2014, be happy, goodvibes, HAPPY NEW YEAR, reality

Thursday, September 26, 2013

Random thoughts: paano ba magiging masaya? Posted at September 26, 2013 1 comments (+)

Paano ba magiging masaya? kadalasang tanong ko sa sarili ko. sa mga oras na walang magawa, yung tipong matutulog ka sa gabi. pag pikit mo at pag dilat dahil di ka makatulog. at yung pakiramdam na minsan malungkot ka pero di mo naman alam ang dahilan kung bakit. at bigla mong matatanong na paano ako sasaya?

confused yung feelings na, unknown? di mo alam? may hinahanap ka? paano? bakit? magulo nga diba.

pakiramdam na may gusto kang gawin at puntahan , pero di mo magawa. kung pakiramdam na gusto mong sumigaw ng malakas para kahit paano gumaan naman yung nararamdaman mo. pero ayaw kong gawin para wala na lang makaalam at makarinig, dahil gusto mong ikaw na lang sa sarili mo ang nakakaalam.

iniisip ko kung ano ba talaga yung pwedeng satisfaction ng isang tao? T_T at ako. di ko rin maisip? dahil pati ang sarili ko, hindi ko ma-satify sa mga bagay na meron ako at pwede kong magawa. napaka komplikado talaga! kung pwede na lang mag laho minsan hehe ^^

maiiwasan ba yung maging malungkot? o minsan nasa tao na lang yun. kung gagawin nya bang hobby ang maging malungkot habang buhay. hala paano ako, may pag ka negative din ako, kadalasan =_= di naman talaga maiiwasan kasi yun, kahit naman sino. magiging masaya ka for a while pero mas marami yung oras na malungkot. pero nan dito pa din ako sinusubukan i- conquer ang bagay na yan :)

lately na tutuwa ako sa twitter. parang freedom wall ko xa :) pwede kong isigaw at ipost lahat ng mga bagay na pwede kong sabihin at kung ano yung nararamdam ko. mas ok nga sana yung wala kang follower na kilala mo in real life you know, para walang pakialamanan sa nararamdaman O_O galit, masaya, confused, bored, horny, sweet, kinikilig at lahat ng feelings pwede kong ipost. hahaha rated yung word na ~~horny .~~

oh ang tanong na "paano ako magiging masaya" ayan? kahit pala sa maliit na bagay magiging masaya ka pala. its a matter how you deal with it, appreciation is best way to feel better pagkain ng favorite mong food, manuod ng movie, maginig ng music, makita ko yung favorite kong artista ^^, magbasa, kausapin ang sarili, tumingin sa kawalan, may picture, at mag isip ng mga bagay na mag dadala sayo sa panandaliang kasiyahan.

kung masama ang loob mo, mas mabuting ilabas at isulat na lang yan, kinakausap ko sarili ko pag ganyan:) at least may nakakausap ako. personal kong problema at mga bagay na na eencounter ko sa pang-araw araw. tinatanong ko sa sarili ko kung, ano ba ginawa kong mali, insensitive ba ako?, Overacting lang, sensitive ba?, may mali ba? kasalanan ko ba? joke kasi yun ee? tapos bigla na lang ako tatawa at ngingiti mag isa.

minsan iniisip ko kung baliw na ba ako :D katulad kanina sobrang inis ko sa maarteng applicant, napapamura ako T_T nawala na nga ako sa mood kanina pa. sumabay pa -- moral lesson : "minsan sa buhay kailangan natin maging sigurado sa mga desisyon natin, minsan kasi kung kailan na nasa kalagitnaan ka na, saka ka pa susuko at mag babago ng isip. urong sulong at bandang dulo makakaramdam ka ng pag hihinayang. sa totoong buhay, laging talo ang di sigurado" very well said Gilbert haha - sana mapanindigan ko din tong sinabi ko.

napaka komplikado ng buhay talaga.

bahala na nga .you know papa god :)

Labels: random thoughts, reality, this is me

Tuesday, October 23, 2012

truth can hurts Posted at October 23, 2012 3 comments (+)

There’s something that caught my attention.

"Sometimes you can found happiness to the things you become sad. Because things can easily change and there is always a point of view that can actually change you to be more stronger and happy enough"